“all i am is the bones you made for me,
just driftwood for the sea,
heavy as the horses that carry me away”
ben howard
i was swept by the graces of this earth like a gypsy queen. connecting lines on maps but not caring where they led, as long as i found you there waiting. home took a new meaning, and we flew away with it as it nestled into our bones. and each day was a new beginning, catching us in it’s wake and pulling us out to sea. i found my soul there in your eyes, staring me dead in the face and i knew from then on, you were my northern star, a token of home where ever i stood.
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with the new year, i knew that i had to let go of the past and to stop torturing myself with constant thoughts of it all but also realized it would not be easy. it has not been. and with that, i have reached a point in my life where i can feel the changes coming and going from every angle. mid-way through sophomore year of university isn’t a bad time to really put some thought into my future, but not how it has always been, an idea, a thought, because now, the future is standing right in front of me, staring me dead in the eye, wondering what i will make of it.
